Monday, 15 April 2013

Resolutions

When I created my blog, I thought I want to be an active blogger.
More than four months passed and I have posted only two posts. Also, I don't know much about blogging but I will learn.
That's kind of funny LOL 
I know most of people start making resolutions before a new year starts. It's not like I didn't have any but I thought I should post my resolutions so I can make sure that at the end of 2013 that I have worked on them and achieved them and I will inshallah <3 

1

Graduate from medical school. This is the first thing I will make sure that it happens and it's the most important thing for me right now. Inshallah inshallah inshallah 

Loose weight: one of the mistakes I have done is that I used to think as long as my clothes fit me then I didn't gain weight. I feared standing on the scale and when I did last summer it was 85kg I went crazy that's a lot. At the beginning of 2013 I made sure I start working out and eat healthy . When I started my diet I was 81 kg and now m 74 kg which is good. My target is to reach 55 kg and I will make it. I stopped shopping for clothes so it motivates me to loose weight and m so desperate now for new clothes 

3

Read at least 20 books
In medicine it's really hard to find time for reading books other than medical books :(
I am currently reading my 6th book 

Start learning a new language 
I am thinking of French :D 

5

Travel to at least one country that I have never visited before 

5 might sound little but to having five resolutions and making sure that I achieve them is better than having many without achieving any. 



Thursday, 3 January 2013

Painful truth


They live among us ... 
Laugh with us... 
Get angry with us... 
We fight with them... 
Talk badly to them... 
They get mad at us...
Then we forget about it and pretend nothing is wrong...
We believe that they are always there with us ... 
Nothing can keep us apart... 
Even if we go miles away we know that they are there waiting for us when we return... 
We never think that one day they might leave us ... 
Leave us for good ... 
Then we start thinking of everything that happened to us together ... 
Trying to hold on all the memories... 
Regretting the times we were mad at them ... 
Wishing we were always there for them ... 
spending more time with them...
Making them happy...
Didn't imagine how cancer can change you this much... 
Wish I could carry all your pain away... 
Never knew that you would leave us this fast my beloved  grandmother </3